September
2012
Greetings from Kalomo, Zambia! I pray that you all are well and
enjoying some relief from the heat. Seasons are opposite here, so winter is
winding down and the temperatures are slowly climbing. I can’t believe it’s been over a month since I’ve been back at
Namwianga. In ways, it feels like I have been here forever, like I never left
at all. In other ways, I feel like the time has just flown by me! I traveled
here with a dear friend, Jana Miller, and we spent the first week or so just
trying to get my house back in order! There was plenty of unpacking,
rearranging, cleaning, and decorating to do, and she helped so much. It was
also a time of visiting and renewing friendships with people around the
mission. I also had to get reacquainted with Kalomo, the town nearest to
Namwianga. So much has changed in the two years I’ve been in America, so I had
to find the newest places to shop and do business. After the first week,
Jana and I traveled to Lusaka, Zambia’s capital city to pick up my new truck.
While there we also purchased some items to get my house set up and ate at the
new KFC on our way out of town! It’s not exactly the same, but it’s pretty
close!
Once I got established at home, life
could really begin. There is an endless amount of work to be done and love to
be shown, so jumping right back in was the only option! We currently have 79
babies, and they are all perfect to us. So far, all my days have looked so
different. Most are filled with some combination of clinic visits, language
class, holding, rocking, buying supplies, feeding, and playing. It’s rarely a
dull day—in fact, I long for days when no one is sick and my entire day can be
spent just playing with the kids and caring for their needs, both physical and
emotional. But so far, that hasn’t been the case. Our sick ones have been
keeping me on my toes, demanding the majority of my time and energy.
Helen is one of our little ones who
struggles to thrive. She’s now started TB treatment after about a week long
scare. Today, she is happy and smiling and SPOILED after all that one-on-one
attention!
Owen has also made a big turnaround
following the start of his TB medication, and we’re so grateful that he’s
growing. His twin sister Olivia died a month ago, and we’re prayerful that he’s
started treatment in enough time to become well again.
Jenson is about to turn one month
old, and is in the middle of treatment for meningitis. She has been seizing and
running high fevers, and she is now admitted in a nearby hospital for IV
antibiotics and monitoring. It’s nice that she’s getting one and one from an
auntie and being separated from the others, as meningitis can be highly
contagious. She’s still having fevers, and she’s still losing weight. She’s
down to less than 4 pounds. She needs prayers for a quick turnaround. She is
also HIV exposed, and we’re hoping she’ll become stable enough to begin some
treatment soon.
Aumbi is one year old, and I returned
yesterday from a few days in Lusaka meeting with a pediatric cardiologist about
her situation. Aumbi has Down syndrome, and we also found that she has at least
3 holes in her heart. She doesn’t breathe well because of her heart condition,
so she has blue hands and blue lips the majority of the time. The cardiologist
was shocked at how she has stayed alive this long given her terribly oxygen
saturation levels, which have been as low as the twenties, but currently are in
the seventies. The doctor was a good man, and he spent so much time with us,
explaining our options and how he thinks we should proceed in the future. The
prognosis is poor without surgical intervention, and surgical intervention is
not available here. She is not stable enough to fly, so right now there is no
way to get her the help she needs. If she stabilizes in the next few days, Dr.
Musuku would like to discuss evacuating her to India or South Africa for
surgery. This would all have to be privately funded, which is another hurdle
all in itself.
Situations like these are incredibly
tough for us. We are not God, yet we have to make decisions about the lives of
children in our care. We firmly believe in the value of life, and yet sometimes
you must decide that the most compassionate thing to do for a child is keep her
comfortable. We long for wisdom from God to help us, along with her doctors,
figure out the best way to love and serve Aumbi. In the process, our hearts get
so attached and we mourn the very thought of losing her life one day.
Last week we did lose a life precious
to us. Adam was almost two, and overnight he took a major turn. He started
having seizures and vomiting. We rushed him to a nearby hospital to try to get
him treated, but by the time the doctor could even get to him he was almost
gone. We tried doing chest compressions to get him breathing again, but it was
too late. It was a shock to all of us. The aunties and his house mother,
Fortune, have poured all of their lives and hearts into Adam over the last
years, fighting to keep him alive on many occasions. He was special to
everyone, and there is a hole in this house now. The other toddler boys even
walk up to his picture, and ask, “Ada??” which is the name they call him.
We have questions and pain, but we know God is good. We know He created
Adam and loves him beyond what we could ever comprehend. We trust in His
perfect plan, even when it leaves us speechless and raw. My prayer is that God
can use this time for the aunties and me to think about God’s sovereignty and
incredible love for His people.
We’ve had two babies go back to the village since I arrived, twins Marcus and Ruth. I look forward to checking on them soon to see where they are living and where they worship.
So life moves on here. This is a
place where joy and sorrow meet so frequently, and that sums up the last few
weeks. God continues to move here and reminds us of His goodness all the time.
The other night while singing with the aunties and babies, the aunties just
kept patting their chests and saying over and over again, “The Holy Spirit is
in this place.” We are grateful for that, and continue to strive to know Him
more.
I’ve started keeping up with my blog semi-regularly, so if you are interested in getting more frequent updates, please stop by and see me there. www.Zambianhavenonearth.blogspot.com
I’m so grateful for you all, your
prayers, and your support. I realize how blessed I am!
Meagan
God bless,
Uncle Steve
Luke 18:1
Uncle Steve
Luke 18:1
www.hawleybooks.com
E-mail me at steve@hawleybooks.com
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